I dont think a summer could be as worset as mine has been =/ I didnt think it could get any worse but last Thursday proved me wrong :( Miss grandpa Clinton so much and things that I prefer not to go into detail about is the hardest part about it all. Went to Ryans house Saturday and it was hard but I think it helped alittle. We went through old pictures looking for some of grandpa and found some Ryan as a baby and his brother. It was fun to look at that stuff, but hard when it came to those of grandpa. Had to scan them in to the computer and then print them off. Which seemed like forever. I dont know why I feel so much for someone I hardly knew. Its alot harder then I thought. The funeral is tomorrow, its a bad way to meet the family =/ but tomorrow is gonna be hard, our year and 3 month anniversary but its not gonna matter because we are gonna be spending it with family remembering the times we all had with grandpa Clinton. Since my dads taking me there on his way to work Ill be at Ryans house around 8 so Ill probably help his mom make sure everything is cleaned up and what not. Speaking of his mom, she melted my heart Saturday, as I was getting ready to leave she got up and gave me a hug and told me she loved me like three times and then she started bragging about me to her friends that came by to see how she and the family was doing. It really ment alot. I cant explain it but it was special. I honestly feel like apart of the family now. Really not looking forward to tomorrow because I dont want to cry in front of people I dont know, its gonna be a hard day tomorrow. Thank you to everyone who has kept us in your prayers, it means alot. Well I think Im gonna get off here for now.
Dear Lord, thank you for another day. Lord we dont know your planns and we cant for see the future. We really didnt see this coming but we know grandpa Clinton isnt suffering anymore and he is now with grandma Clinton and You. Please be with us all tomorrow as we gather together to celebrate grandpas life and remember all the good times. Please take all of our hurt, pain, and sorrow away and comfort us. Lord we are your sheeps and you are are sheepard, watch over us and take care of us. Thank you, Love, Kim.
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