What a long day!

Today went by so slow! Didnt do anything really except watched tv all day and it seemed to me like today went on for forever. So Im on so late to blog for today, mom had the computer all day so well yea. Although today went on for what seemed like years it was pretty good relaxing day! =) Going to church in the morning so I really probably need to go to bed. Sorry this is so short and its a late blog but Ill defiantly be on either tomorrow or monday. Hoping to see Ryan tomorrow also, they did good at their competition but didnt win anything. Its okay though they will get them next time =) Well goodnight all!

Peace

Life Changing!

** =) Happy birthday to me =) it was 3 years ago today when I was saved by my Lord and Savior. It's been an amazing and life changing 3 years, Do with me Your will oh God I pray, I'm here to do Your will. I am Your vessel, use me how You see fit. I trust You fully. I live to glorify Your name. God is amazing! =) accepting Him was the best decision I've made. I'm ready for Him to show me what's next =) He's given me a ton of mountains to climb this past year especially but with His help I got to the top of each one - but by no means is my climb over yet. You got to be in the race to finish =) **

About my day today - Its been pretty good! Although now that schools out I cant really talk to Ryan, he is on a trip with his ROTC group at the Kennedy Space Center and doesnt have any service there but its alright, just hope he has a wonderful time! And hopefully see him Sunday. Thats what sucks about not going to the same school as your boyfriend/girlfriend... You NEVER get to see them unless its on the weekends and then when you get together to do something time FLYS I mean Flys by! Oh well I enjoy and cherish every second we spend together. Finally got my schedule changed! haha so thats a good thing just need to start my algebra 2 class so I can get that over and done with and then Im set to go. Oh and also find another school to go to thanks to "it being to far" cant go to the school i want to! Ugh. Whatever, Well Im going to walk up to publix and get my some junk food so I hope you have a wonderful rest of the day!

Peace

What A Long Day!

I swear this day couldnt have gone by any slower! Goodness. Im so tired and have this awful headache, unfortunately for me my day is far from over =/ I still have to find a school to transfer to OR decide if Im going to stay where Im at and be miserable as all get out. Im so sick of this - You have no earthly idea how hard it is to get a transfer here in FL! Oh my word its like pulling teeth with a rusty spoon! Its ridiculous! I swear, Im just about ready to give up, all this stress and crap is uncalled for when it comes to this. I think any student should be allowed to go to any school of there choice WITHOUT all this paper work and headaches! This is to much for a teen to handle ALONE on top of everything else! Well if I did the calculating right I have a 4.06 GPA now but I failed my spanish exam... YAY me! NOT. Well Ill know for sure what my GPA is sometime next week... I feel like my head is going to explode right now so Im going to go watch some tv and stop thinking about school for a while. and maybe try to eat, havent ate since lunch yesterday so maybe thats why I have a headache. I might have me cat for dinner if she dont chill out and stop making a huge mess! LOL anyways I saw this on facebook... My mom has made me laugh...wiped my tears...hugged me tight...watched me succeed...seen me fall...cheered me on...kept me going strong & drove me a little crazy at times, but moms are a promise from God that you will ALWAYS have a friend! Put this on your status if you had or have a wonderful mom whom you love & treasure.

So put that as your status if you love your momma, Im out for now. Hope youve had a wonderful day!

Peace!

What a good day =)

;; Hope everyone is having a WONDERFUL Wednesday! I for one has had a pretty great day =) school was actually good for once and really no drama! YAY! Lol, Well a friend of mine is pregnant and shes almost 4 months I believe anyways shes having a baby boy right and shes already picked out a name. Tyler =) hehe, I felt Tyler kicking his momma today. It was so adorable! And we were talking about how I hope Ill be in town the weekend she is giving birth cause I have to be there! I will work it out to where I am in town, trust me =) its just so adorable. I also just sent an email to the show 16 and Pregnant trying to get her on the show so waiting on a call from them =) hopefully we can get her on there! Another couple friends of hers are planning the baby shower and everything, its just really cute =) If any girls that are teenagers and are pregnant this is from her: "Hey Girls, If ur pregnant & u need some1 2 talk 2 email me & I'll try 2 help u out I have some GREAT info tht u might not have & tht u need.. Remember tht just b/c ur pregnant does not mean tht God doesnt love u & I'm in this GREAT group tht is helpin me out w/ my pregnancy & helpin me get stuff 4 Tyler (my bby).. so email me" If your a teenage girl and pregnant and you would like to talk to her email me at poohbeargirl201@yahoo.com or keaspedon@me.com and Ill get you in touch with her! Well the only downside to my day is that I might not get to see Ryan this weekend and its our 9 month anniversary weekend. He just remembered that his ROTC group is going to the Space Center and he has an academic competition this weekend. Trying to see if I can go but I dont have $50 too right now so I dont know, maybe Ill be able to see him Sunday =) so I dont know just keeping my head up =) I also found out that Easter is on April 24th this year which happens to be my birthday weekend and guess what!? I wont be in Florida my birthday weekend instead Ill be in SC with family for Easter, so that has Ryan down alittle but hey the great part about it is..... He cant throw me a party! haha He wants to throw me a sweet sixteen party but I dont really want one now and Ive been asking him not to throw one but of course guys are stubborn (**NO OFFENSE GUYS! BUT YOU HAVE TO ADDMIT YOU ARE!**) lol but hey Im probably more stubborn then any guy out there. So hopefully that will prevent him from throwing me a party =) Well Im extremely hungry and wants some easy mac before I actually make dinner and get a shower and then go to church(**HOPEFULL**)! So Ill catch yall later with the latest and the greatest! ;) have a great night! ;;

Peace =)

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Officially Peace ! =)

Off to Embrace the new day

5:36 am

Off to catch my bus and embrace the new day - Praying and hoping this semester with go easy and fast like the last one so I can get out of that place! Well Ill be back in about 7 hours ;) Have a great day!

Peace

5:00 pm

So my head is killing me - school was boring like always and computers werent working so have to go tomorrow to get my classes fixed. Right now we are in a tornado warning with 80 mph winds and hail coming - this is going to be a wonderful night of no sleep. And transferring schools is a lot harder then you can imagine! I have very limited options right now =/ ugh well hopefully I can work it out. Its driving me insane and putting so much stress on me! Well I need to do a few things and cook dinner so Ill be back later or tomorrow. Hope you had a great day!

Peace - Kimmy

Unanswered Prayers

Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers. Garth Brookes is my favorite singer and I love that song. Just because God doesnt answer doesnt mean He dont care. Hes always looking out for us and He knows whats best. Thats why He gives us somethings and takes aways other. Its to prepare us for a better future, prepare us for the plan He has for us. In four days it will be my birthday in Christ in which I will be 3 years old. The 1st year was learning the second year was a mixture of being Hid vessel and questioning. Im not going to lie, Ive been questioning alot lately but Ive realized questioning isnt what I want to be doing I want to be trusting and relying on Him fully like I did when I was His vessel and Im glad I have wonderful friends in SC and a great boyfriend that helps me with this. My "friends" here in Florida that I hung out with alot that sent me down a road of questioning. Guess its a good thing I kind of put those "friends" to the side and rarely talk to them. I dont need that or them. Cant wait to change schools to maybe make new friends but then again, why would I need to since it seems like Ill be at a new school each year. Not sure yet. Im ready to see what the Lord has in store for me.

Well, had a rough night and watch like 2 movies on LMN, I have to say I love this channel even though its about some wacko killing people or tearing people apart, kinda makes you wonder if this could actually happen to yourself and your family. Ive watched it all day today, pretty interesting stuff. Not feeling good at all. Light headed and stomach and throat, maybe from lack of sleep though. Going to go get something to eat and watch tv. school tomorrow =/ blah lol

Peace =)

Doesnt Understand....

Thought I was done for the night but I guess not. I just dont understand. But then again maybe I do. Maybe thats why I put up these walls, so I wouldnt get hurt again. Then when I start to take them down some the are torn down and you get hurt by something so simple. How is it that we love the ones that hurt us, hurt the ones that love us, BUT yet we NEVER learn from our mistakes that we make OVER and OVER AGAIN?? We will always do it again, no matter how bad we got hurt the first time. I dont know what to do - I know what I want or atleast I think I do. But I dont know how to get there or what to do to get it anymore. Am I afraid to love again? Afraid of getting hurt again? Afraid of change? Afraid of the future? I just dont know anymore... Wish I did. I use to have it all figured out but now I just dont know anymore. Ive been told over and over again dont worry about it you have plenty of time but my sophomore year is almost over and then junior year will go by faster then this year and then before you know it Ive graduated college and Im starting a family and then its to late to figure it all out. Life isnt always beautiful but its a beautiful ride.... *sigh* a wonderful night gone bad... Glad I dont have school tomorrow but its going to be a long boring day. And even more its going to be a long night. and not feeling good on top of all that blah, just wonderful. Times like right now makes me really want to go back to being a little girl again where the only time she was stressed was when she couldnt find her favorite teddy bear and when daddy didnt give her a hug. When I was 10 I couldnt wait to grow up but now that Im a teenager and life is moving all to fast my only wish was to going back to being that cute little girl that had nothing to worry about at all. I just cant be strong anymore, I dont know how to. I know all the little this are suppose to make you stronger but I just cant do it anymore. Im tired of being strong and acting like everything is okay.... *sigh* Well its 11:37 and I dont know what else to say, all I want to do right now is hug my teddy bear and cry myself to sleep if I get to sleep. Hope everyone has a better night then I did. Goodnight

Fall - Clay Walker

Oh, look, there you go again
Puttin' on that smile again
Even though I know you've had a bad day
Doin' this and doin' that
Always puttin' yourself last
A whole lotta give and not enough take
But you can only be strong so long before you break

So fall
Go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
I'll catch you
Everytime you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt, every fear,
Every worry, every tear,
I'm right here
Baby, fall

Forget about the world tonight
All that's wrong and all that's right
Lay your head on my shoulder, and let it fade away
And if you wanna let go, baby, its okay

Fall
Go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
I'll catch you
Everytime you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt, every fear,
Every worry, every tear,
I'm right here
Baby fall

Hold on, hold on,
Hold on to me

Fall
Go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
I'll catch you
Everytime you fall
Go on and lose it all
Every doubt, every fear,
Every worry, every tear,
I'm right here
Baby fall

*A song that means alot to me and says exactly what I feel and what not. Wish I could just Fall right now*

Anyways Peace

A New Day

9:44 am -
Goodmorning Everyone. I hope you all have a great Sunday and I hope you had a wonderful Saturday. I for one had a pretty good Saturday. Had a TON of cleaning to do Saturday morning but got it all done by 1230 and then went to Ryan's house. Washed his dog, played around with his dog, ate lunch and then watch Toothfairy and The A-Team. All together it was alright. But not feeling to good today, throat hurting and head pounding. But hopefully it'll pass soon. Right now waiting on parents to finish getting ready so we can go visit a church in hopes of finding a home church shortly. Finally got my license back from Ryan so I can drive now, havent driven in a week and its crazy! Also didnt have my credit card to by anything either. But I got it all now so its all good. Probably wondering why he had it in the 1st place..Well we went to WinterJam last Saturday and I didnt have my wallet so I put it in his and told him not to let me forget it but what do I forget and he forget? Forgot to get it out when we took him home and didnt get to see him Saturday so I went a week without it, but I have it now so its fine. Speaking of WinterJam, it was a great time and Ryan fully gave his life to Christ. =) God is great! Well got to be going soon so Ill finish this up later. Maybe get to see Ryan today but idk. Have a great day! Ill be back later.

Peace =)

2:48 pm -
Hey everyone - hope your having a great day so far! Im laying in my parents room trying to get a good internet connection and trying to find a school to transfer to and what I want to major in and proceed a career in but I have no earthly idea right now and its driving me crazy. I just want to be a housewife and a mother someday but I know with this economy I know its not going to allow me. So therefore got to find something I love doing and go for it. Right now on my quickstart on collegeboard.org looking at different things. Gotta do this and find a new school to transfer to. Its a pain. Anyways I went to a church today as I told you and well I saw this trombone and flute playing and it took me back to some great memories and misses the one that I shared them with. It was alot of fun playing the flute and trombone together! haha it was somewhat hard harmonizing it but in the end it was great! =)

8:39 pm -

I give up! This is to complicated and annoying and just ugh! and noone will help me so Im doing it all alone and just whatever. Who cares about college anyways! This is overrated and Im done. And whatever Im done looking. Guess Ill do it all again tomorrow =/ Hope everyone has a great night! =)

Peace

Need You Now by Lady Antebellum (w/Lyrics!)

Continue of Broken hearts post

Out =)

Out of school for my three day weekend whoot whoot =) lol You know what I hate because it confuses the crap out of me is? Well I sit right next to the door in Mr Townes class and people walk by all the time and a classmate across the room will be looking in my direction and be mouthing something or waving or something like that and I think they are trying to communicate with me when they really arent! Lol, drives me crazy but its funny. Well I think I did well on all my exams BUT spanish! I swear my spanish teacher HATES kids! She never teaches and expects us to know the stuff she asks on the 100 question exam - come on get a grip! Really - well I cant wait til the next semester. Although all my classes are year long except one! But im glad the years almost over I hate the place Im at! Anyways, Remember when I posted this morning about the thunderstorm? Well I texted a friend to come pick me up cause I didnt want to wait on the bus so well yea she said she would and everything. 620/630 comes and I havent received a text or a call saying she was on the way so I called her and she answers finally but she was still asleep ! LMBO! Well she got me and we made it to school like 5 mins or so til the bell rang to go take our 1st exam. Oh and a friend and I were eating crackers with peanut butter on them in my other class after the exam! Haha our classmates thought we were crazy because we brought a jar of peanut but to class! LOL =) Owell. Imma get off here for now, I have my kitty (Vaughen) in my lap and Im going to finish the movie A-Team I fell asleep in last night.

Peace =)

Thunderstorms

I swear, I love rain but hate the thunder and lightening that comes with the thunderstorm! Its been raining and thundering on and off for the last hour and a half and I dont think its going to lighten up anytime soon! I have my final two exams today and didnt get all the sleep I wanted thanks to the thunderstorm. But hey its part of nature so owell. No use in trying to sleep now cause I have to get up and get ready for school in a few mins so instead I decided to blog and facebook instead lol thats great huh? Out of school at 12 today and then a three day weekend! Yeppy! =) Lol. Then the start of the new semester Tuesday when I go back. Hoping I can get my classes changed. Well anywho my alarm just went of so Im go get me a shower and wait for my ride and get some breakfast. Ill be back in about 7 or 8 hours lol =) Have a great day!

Broken Heart become brand new

People say broken hearts will become a new and time will heal them well I can say other wise this is not the case. Still hurts - whats your opinion?

Peace

Jan 20, 2011

So Im so tired of school. I have to take yet ANOTHER course online and now I have dance! I dont mind dance but Im ready for something besides a "PE" class I would do ANYTHING to get out of PE! I would go back to ROTC just to stay out of PE. I swear I could be a PE teacher after all this PE course Ive had! Going to try and get Child Development though Lol, anyways Im getting it done so I can transfer schools next year =) I so hope next year is better then this year! New school, new friends, new teachers and best of all I wont have to wake up as early! These early mornings are killing me! Oh well next year it wont matter because Ill be driving to school=) so I cant wait for this week to be over, final 2 exams tomorrow and then out 2/3 hours early and then three day weekend! Yay! Cant wait. And get to see my baby this weekend so its all good, going to watch movies and have a good time. Might even play WOW! This week hasnt been that great so hopefully he'll make it all better. Well let me catch you all up on the time Ive been away.

December was pretty good, 7 months with my baby and 8 months in FL. I have to say its been a challenge, a HUGE challenge but hopefully its all worth it in the end. Christmas was different this year not being home and all but we made the best of it. Ryan got me this beautiful ring =) ;) and I got him a dog tag with our picture on it. ( Im going to let yall in on a little surprise for him (; next year for Christmas, Im going to take the dog tag I got made for him this year and take it to get engraved and get mine and his name engraved to it (= just hope I can find a place that will do that!) Anyways shhhh, no telling =) I also missed it snowing in SC this year! It snowed the day after Christmas, to bad it wasnt a White Christmas. December passes and my 8 month anniversary comes up. Been with the same person for 8 months =) Im happy for the most part which is all that matters =) Its the longest real relationship Ive been in and I couldnt be happier about that! I didnt get to see a really good friend of mine while he was in FL though =/ which sucked because I was really looking forward to seeing him. Things happen though so hopefully Ill see him along with other friends when I go to SC for Easter. Atleast I hope. Right now trying to find a job but thats not going as good as I thought. Well I have to jump off here to study and make dinner so Yall have a wonderful night! =)

Love

It took me one look at your picture to like you, one word to want to get to know you, one look at you in person for you to take my breathe away, and one kiss for me to fall head over heals for you. We started out talking every once in awhile, to all the time, to seeing each other and then to dating. From strangers, to friends, to best friends, to boyfriend/girlfriend. Everyday since we've met I've fallen more and more in love with you, and best of all your catching me. We've already been through a lot together since we've known each other, we've cried, laughed, argue and fought but I wouldn't trade a single moment we've had together for anything! In the end we'll grow closer together!

Love Kimmy

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

^^ I found mine :)

If you havent found yours yet dont worry you will =)

The start of the new year.

I honestly thought the start to the new year would be better but its not that bad so far - hows your new year going??