Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Alittle Nervous

So I have an appointment tomorrow at my school to hopefully get my credits fixed, but I have this feeling that its not going to work. =/ I dont know what Im going to do if its not. I feel like giving up, Ive put  up with so much with school and Ive put in so much effort and hard work for it all to just go down the drain and then they expect me to redo all that hard work and make up those assignments.?!? I dont think its fair, Ryan told me if it doesnt get fix then he'll help me and make up those credit with me. I told him I dont see the point and he says to get your diploma. I see where he is coming from but I mean really, why should I put in more time and hard work (when its killing me already) into something they screwed up.? Im so scared that its not going to get fix because if it doesnt Im going to get discouraged and i would be able to graduate and/or get a GED with out redoing all those classes and its not fair. I dont know what to do anymore... So instead of being "alittle nervous" Im shaking in my bones nervous... It seems like I work so hard to have nothing pay off, not just in school either other things as well. Who am I kidding, Im not good for anything... =/ Well Im going to get off here, Ill let you all know how tomorrow goes! Peace everyone.   

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